we have real dog who bites a human!

Unbelievable incident is done! Last night Alex and me played on floor with new fat ball. Usually he is aggresive , mannish about play  ball. All the time he guarded me from Ulaş. But just a game.... absolutely little man don't know that is a just a game. He always takes serious.
But this time Ulas took serious too, and  I made a fuss about injure to boy and I tried to stop them. But alex got strength from me anddd bited his hand.
really bad situation....
I am so confused. I wish that I didn't secure him  from him. What's done is done....
Ulas blame on me .But I can not let to hit him just for the hell of it.

(19 march 2010)

little breathe

Today Ulas meet authority of cardiovascular surgical procedures. He explained his diseases (Atrial Septal defect) in detailed to me. I can little breathe now. Unknown days wait for us.  But We have to jump through  hoops....

my poor life...

my  feel is terrible.  I don't know that what happened in future. I don't know that is future that will be.......
god bless my sweet husband, please...

my best friend

I loved him. It was love  at first sight, at last sight, at ever and  ever sight....